Nov. 1 2009

Today marks the day of the first of nov nothing special a normal Sunday, went to sleeplast night, woke up late in the afternoon.
When I awoke my mom went and called me asking if I wanted to go with them to the mall, which I endded up going so I had to rush changing and getting ready cuz they were ready outside waiting _o_.
it was my mom, dad older sis younger bro and his friend.
We went to a vetnamese resturant for lunch, which was good glad I went already xD. Later we went to the mall were we endded up just walking around the mall for hours, looking for shoes for my lil bro D: so boring.
After walking around the mall like 3 times he finaly picked a pair we went looking around in gamestop I started thinking about getting a ps3 cuz there are some new and good games, and the new one gotten my attention, I was pretty close to buying one that night, but I didn’t. We went home and went on the computer.
My friend asked me to play some halo I did but not for long, I think he got mad and just signed off in the middle of a game. But oh well I was thinking that I really should hav gotten that ps3 cuz then I would hav had something to play cuz he left around 8 and no one was online.
I then sent Angie a message, knowing that her status sent to busy I didn’t think she would reply and though of just sleeping then.
A few sec later she repliled and we chafed a lil we talked about food(like always haha) Halloween, and art. Her camera didn’t hav any batters so she endded up on webcam showing me which was pretty awsome, she was so cute and I even noticed that her cheeks had gotten a lil red xD, she was shy.
I offered to go on webcam also but it was on my other laptop, and she said she had to go. .o. But oh well next time.
Then I went to sleep so that’s it, laterz.

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Sept. 7th :3 nya

What could i say about September 7th, like really one of the most interesting days of my life, ill never forget this day.

Last night i stayed up late playing halo 3, but that didnt stop me from walking up early xP its a habbit, no matter what time i sleep i always wake up around the same time lolz.

well i said early well it was actualy like around 10ish, but still early considering that i went to sleep around 5ish xD

i went on my computer and signed online, but as invisible, i wanted to see who was online and who wasnt, kat was online, but i wanted to catch up on my blog, i was kinda a week behind, so i did a quick summery x]

but it still took me about 2 hours, after which i then re-signed online, and started talking to like everyone, so many pplz, but soon they all but some went away so it was all good, i talked to kat also.

it was awsome talking to her, it felt great, we were flirting SO much xD but we werent in a relationship (yet xD) but we kept at it, i just remember asking a whole bunch of questions, i felt great talking to her….

then i made this huge mistake…. well i tried to talk in third person for some reason, and i told her “there was this pretty lady i hav my eye on” she miss took it as someone else, so she got mad and left, i tried explaining, but she didnt want to hear it, i could really tell she was upset, and for which i felt terrible, like why in the world did i try that, i then i just layed down, i turned up the sound on my laptop so if she were to message me i would hear it.

i layed down thinking, it hurt really, there we were hiting it off so beautifuly, and i go and mess it up -.-

about an hour later she IM’d me saying she cant stay made at me, i then talked to her, she thought i was a “lady killer”(like i play with girl’s hearts/feelings etc.) i then explaind everything, she understood (o.o but the fact that she was willing to talk to me, even after she thought i was with another women was omg she must really like me xD[O_O but id never do that btw just saying is all o.o])

after everything was cleared up i felt so happy, it was great. but it was kinda soon, but i cant help how i felt about her, in that one hour i was in alot of pain just from the thought of losing her, i told her that i really liked her and if she’d be my gf.

*small pause*

(xD) the first thing she said was “..Well..” omg i was so scared after that, but then she said “of course i will” in my head i was OMFG YES xD i was so shocked, and so happy at the same time, it happened she really wanted to be my gf, it was awsome i felt so great.

then we pretty much talked the night away, we live in different time zones so when she had to sleep it was about 8, it was great i even txted to banana(alot) so i could tell her everything xD

then the rest of the day was pretty plain, so ill sum it up, i rp’d a lil, ate, played halo 3 showed off my new gf to my friend, also showed him her youtube channel xD played some more halo 3, watched her vids(again xD, lover her voice) then went to sleep xP around 5 again hahaha

so tell next time laterz.

Sept. 5th-6th

Saterday i remember working at the store, but not all that much about it, but whats importent was what happened after work.

i got home, i dont really remember alot, just that i got to chat with Kat again, when we always talk it seems like she is flirting with me a whole lot, but i didnt want to point that out, cuz last time we really didnt talk to each other for a week, and i didnt want to take that chance, talking to her was enought ot make me really happy, i didnt want to lose that.

I really like her, but i stll hav a gf, but for the past 2 months i been thinking about dumping her, its been so long my heart aches but happy at the same time, it hurts when i think about my first gf, but its happy when i talk to kat.

i already came to the choice to actualy dump her, but it was this night that i actualy went through with it, i talked to my first gf brother, and he said “then maybe it time i should let her go”

kat knew i had a gf, yet she still told me how she felt, and i told her, it kinda felt like i was cheating on my first, but i cant really dump my first if i cant get in contact with her.

Kat went to sleep cuz she had to get up early, and i stayed up thinking about it, about everything, i went to talk to my lil bro about it all, we had a long chat about long distance relationships, how pplz are online, the ups and downs (all while trying to watch the bleach movie xD) but i was pretty glad we chated it helped me think, but it felt like it was too good to be true, and thats thought stuck in my head all night, i went to sleep really late cuz of the (like 5am)

the next day i was woken by my father, at 9am (yea lil sleep much D: ) we were all suppost to go out for “family time” we left but we had to pick up my sis and her baby and we left for somewere, idk were really, but there was SO much driving, i had alot of time to think, alot, i thought about Kat, my first gf, what i should do, what would happen, and during that i was listening to my iPod, which had the engraving on it.

it hurt to look at it, i had many thought about braking it but i didnt want to do that, i just avoided looking at it as much as possible.

we left around 10 and didnt get back home tell 6, yea long time, i was so bord, and it was kinda like torucher, cuz i was let with my thoughts, about everything.

i talked to Kat again, i sent the long worded txt to my first girl, about the brake up, but she never responded, cuz she doesnt hav any mins, i told Kat that, it was official that i wanted to brake up with my first, but its not really official that we are braking up sence i cant get contact with her.

i keep talking to Kat, learning more about her, falling for her more in the prosses.

i want to be in a relationship with Kat, and i told her that(not in thoughs exsact words) and i was so happy that she does also, but she wants to wait tell i get contact with my first, cuz she thinks my first might try to convinse me to stay with her.

i also talked to another friend, she pointed out that im probibly jumping into this relationship also, and that i shouldnt be in such a rush, and i understand, i think i am also so lets see how thinks play out.

i had to leave to watch a movie with the family, but i left a txt to banana about “amazing news” xD after the movie she said that she’d be online so he talked xD and i told like everything, xDDD then i went to sleep c:

so tell next time laterz.

August 31st-Sept. 4th

Just writing this one so i would remember

Mon- school, tried to add in a class, but falied to show up, went home to chat a lil but nothing special

Tue-i was thinking about trying to add into a class but didnt, didnt do much tell i had class but insted of going to art class i went to the mall to clear my head, i didnt do anything but walk around, i remember driving really fast, it calms me down for some reason

Wed-i went to school i tried to add in a class, but not sure forgot to get the add number, talked to banana via txt during brakes(and last class xD) got home but nothing after that.

Thur-did nothing tell i had classes at 7, it was art, i didnt go last time so i made sure i went today, i remembered to bring my iPod this time, and the person next to me, offered me pocky, i was shocked cuz not many pplz know about pocky, so i guess she like japan or anime, or both, either way it was pretty cool. then went home but nothing else after that.

Fri-i had no school so i went to work at the store, i was pretty bord, nothing much to really do there, but i tried making new friends online like i use to do, im still not like how i was b4, but i was lucky to met a nice person, and we chated.

I havnt talked to Kat in awhile, i didnt want to be a bother to her, but i sent her an ofline message, which she got back to me, after the store i went home to wash my car(first time in like 4 months xD) went online, nobody was on, played videogames, but bryan wanted to play, so i let him, and dang was he loud.

i went to take a shower, and when i got back Kat had sent me an IM, she said alot of stuff, stuff that made me happy, and some that made me feel a lil bad, i felt bad that i left my self online when i went to take a shower (my bro just didnt say anything, he just played >_>) but what she said, she thought i was mad at her, and she told me that she likes me, just that, that made me really happy, lucky for me she was still there, and we got to chat yay!!

well thats my lil summery, tell next time laterz.

THE DAY p.2 :)

Well after they left :[ we just hanged around tell it got late (you know nothing, we also sleeped so we could stay up later xD

lil naps here and there, .o. if only they could hav a room also oh darn, so forgeting them.

so we went back to get swords for bryan (cuz he was complaying xP, ohh ohh

back tracking, i also got Allison brother a sword so that they could stay longer xD (i just so happen to pick up one for me also xD)

it was pretty late, but we just walked around, there wasnt all that many pplz, ohh and the shopping area was closed, cuz of the time, to we went to the small gaming room .o.

there we waited to get to play some halo 3

yea thats right, halo 3 xD i remember from last time, to get to play you hav to be one, lucky, or two, agressive, we were both xD haha

the guy we were playing against was pretty confedent with his BR, and movment, so i could tell he was a 50, but not all that great, so it was me, bryan agianst him and a random person, me and bryan were owning, then the guy got his friend on (we started over cuz it was fair and i wanted a challege xD.

that got a great start, but in the end me and bryans awsome team work won the game xDD a high light of sac-anime, we shook hands you know being a good sport and all, complements all around, and me and bryan left (even though we won xD, my foot hurt from taping so much hahaha)

we went back to the hotel then back to the convention a couple times, we went into the rave, hella loud, and pretty smelly, to, xD bryan got stoped at the door cuz he didnt hav a wrist band (i didnt hav one either, but haha i got in xD)

but it was no fun so we left, we were still hyped from the energy drinks to sleep so we talked about our cosplay for next convention

soul eater, Kingdom hearts, ect.

i also got a back up one, 07-Ghost xD but only for me

then watched some anime on tv tell we slept. like at 4-5 am xD

the next day wasnt all that special, there was alot less pplz, and we didnt want to stay there that long, so we went in, to get more anime stuff, then ate, more stuff then left.

got home, washed the van, droped everyone off, then back home, talked to no-one, felt pretty sad about that, you know the feeling of having everything, then nothing, it really got to me, but whatever, i watched the rec. i took, and went to sleep c:

so tell next time, laterz.

THE DAY O: Aug. 29-30th Sac-Anime

Well its finally here, yea, Sac-anime, i waited 6 months for this, ever sense banana told me about it, when we first started chating online O: its been 6 months already wow o.o

Well the day of the convention finally came, i heard one alarm (i seted up like 7 xDDD) and i jumped up xDDD, but soon after i had to turn off the others. i went into bryans room, his friends were awake, but bryan wasnt xD, so we spent like 10-15 mins waking him up.

i think it was last night, but it could hav been this morning, but our dog, well… they were playing around with him, so he was all agravated(sp) so i went to go pet him, and he went for a bit bite from my arm, like a real one, not the playful kind, so he peirced skin, and pretty deep might i add.

it really stung, i washed it, it was on my wrist area (that info will be importent later)

like i thought, it took us way longer then i told them, (i took that into account xD me smart lolz) but it was mostly cuz we keep forgeting something, here and there.

we then took off : D awsome i know, it was a 2 hour drive, but it was so worth it. when we got to the freeway, i txted Allison, banana friend(well she is a friend of mine, but she is banana best friend) just to check on them and yep there were almost on there way, ^o^ woot!!

so all was set, the drive was pretty long, but i got the back seat so i got to lay down hahaha but soon we got to Sac-anime, we were really early but still there were lots of pplz there already in cosplay, (ok i felt were about cosplaying, but now that i was there, i wished i had a better, much better cosplay[you really feel left out if your not in a cosplay.o.])

my cosplay was really weak, just formal clothes trying to be Mikami from Death Note(without a death note, or red eyes DX) so i felt weak, and it was so hot, oh yea bryan had his full Sora wisdom form cosplay, >_> lucky, we then waited in line, cuz there was a line and we didnt know what it was for xDDD, so we waited in it hahaha.

for like an hour or two, tell we found out that the pre-reg(that was me and bryan) had a different(and much smaller) line, and at the from of that line, was…. BANANA O: cha, she some how passed us >_> jerk jk jk, but yea we finaly got to meet in person xD, it was pretty awsome.

after we went back into the other line cuz bryan friends were waiting there, pretty boring but we were there, in line…

ohh i saw this person drop there pre-reg badge, and i rushed over and gave it to them ^__^ o_o nobody noticed >_> jerkface xD

so later we finally got to go inside, (ok we went to fan-anime, a few months b4, in my head fan-anime was just something compared to Sac-anime, cuz i was waiting Much longer for Sac-anime, but…. i was sadly disapointed, it was not even a comparson, fan-anime, had 3 cosco size rooms filled with anime, and it was just huge, Sac-anime, could fit in one if the rooms)

very small and lots of pplz, and more keep coming every sec.

we walked around (i was rec. everything XD) got some stuff, then walked around somemore

went to the hotel room to cool off (it was hella hot there) and it was only 12 in the afternoon

i got banana # from bryan, so i started leaving her staker message you know for fun xD, later i let her know it was me,

but she then said that she was going to go soon and i was all O: already

so i invited them to our room (yea, inviting 2 young girls[and there male companion] into a hotel room with 3 older men(well i was the only old one xD) that they meet on the internet xDD haha, but they did ^o^ woot!!!

i went out to show them the way to our very far room .o. you know isolated, away from the know public xDD

haha we just hanged out in our VERY cold room xD

pretty much doing nothing (btw i also bought alot of swords, and some fome/plastic swords for hiting each other)

it was fun we walked around, drove around, o_o they even let me drive : D sweet asian driver at your service hahaa

we went for food, then back, but sadly after we ate they had to go O: oh well tell next time ^_^(which will be in… 8 months O: darn [but it'll be fan-anime ^O^ woot!!!!])

(this is gotten pretty long, ill end this one here, so on to part 2 c: )

August 28th one more day xD

Well, just one more day tell Sac-anime, so i didnt do much.

i got up, worked at the store

you know for a lil extra cash xDD

then went home, ohh yea but b4 i went home i went to best buys for a digital video camrea, i was planing to get a flip, you know the wildy know and most used right, but i know that the filp been out for a while, and other companese just wont let one product be at the top, so there had to be a better one, just one thats not as well known as the flip

and wouldnt you hav guessed it… there was one O: yea im a lil to smart for my own good hahaha jk, but really its way better, it could change cards for more memory, 1080p video quality, you could also take pic’s with it, 5 mega pixels, all for the same price as a filp.

yea great right, but… just one downfall D: its purple, yea like wtf, you make something that amazing, if you try to sell to girls O: well some might get it, but i bet that alot of guys were going, this is great, but this one is in black xD, but i got it anyways xDD, with extra memory cards, and battery.

then i got home, had some fun hanging out with bryans friends, cuz they were going with us to Sac-anime, then talked to banana for a lil bit, played around a lil more, then finally slept xD at like 1-2am lmao (we were suppost to wake up at 6 xD)

so tell next time, laterz.

August 27th 2 days left c:

YAY!!! its almost here xD

yep just two days tell sac-anime

i like waited 6 months for this, haha yea “that” long… i was told about it by my firend banana when we first met online

yep ohh yea today is a Thursday

yet again i didnt hav anything to do in the morning so i just i slept in a lil (yay!!! c: )

but i got up anyways xDD haha

i got ready and stuff and just went on the computer and anime tell i got bord, i didnt hav any classes tell way later that night, so i was pretty bord .o.

eventualy i talked to someone, then back to nothing :c

nothing special happened tell banana got online, so ill skip there

so banana got online (xD) and we talked (i dont really remember all that much cuz…. we talk about anything, so its very hard to keep track xDDDD

i just remember talking tell i had to go to class, but right b4 i had to go my iPod froze, and last class i found out that i could listen to my music when im in that class Dx so no music AGAIN.

when i got back online banana was already off, cuz it was a late class and i got back even later xDD so i poked around tell i got bord, my new friend Kat was online, but (you know the one that doesnt talk unless she wants to person, [o.o dont get me wrong, when she does talk its a really fun and you know happy times xDDD]) i didnt want to talk, cuz i got the feeling she didnt want to talk to me

tell i saw that her DP kept changing, O_e all different picz of her body, kinda weird but gave me a reason to talk to her, so i did, but after words even less talking then from the day b4.

it was late and nothing to do, so i just pretty much wasted time tell i felt sleepy, i even took some pic’s of meself .o. yea i was that bord

then i went to sleep

so yea tell next time, laterz.

August 26th

Well Wednesday, nothing special

well i didnt hav anything to do, so i wanted to sleep in, but…

i had to bring my lil bro to school

which i did D:

i didnt borther changing, so i just went

when i got back home just went on the computer, nothing

and i couldnt get back to sleep, so i went to finish the drawing i was working so hard on yesterday c:

tell i finished it xDD

Dx but i still didnt hav a camera, so… i had to wait tell i found it to post it online :c

then i… walked around, tell i got bord

talked to my sis and her baby :3

then back to the computer xD, but… still nothing

so i went out and beat the crap(again) out of the punching bag, tell my hands got red and lil bruses around the knucles,

it only hurt if i touched them xD

shower then computer, banana was on (like after 2 days of no show o: )

we got a lil caught up, we had a lil problem about sac-anime that was later revolved c: then talked somemore xD

tell i had to go to school .o.

when i got back just talked a lil to my new friend, cuz banana was off (school work/sleeping or something .o. ) but like i thought it wasnt all that fun, we had some moments but she has this bad habit of not answering if she doesnt hav anything to say, so there was alot of blank moments, were i thought she was doing something or thinking, but no, she was just waiting tell i said something interesting (i kinda got annoyed about that, but i didnt say anything)

later she said that she sang a song for me and named it “A song for kitty” xD (i might hav done this the day b4, but my memory it all messed up right now so…. im just going with it for now xD)

it kinda made up for her non-talking, but soon after she was not talking, i got bord and when to sleep.

so tell next time laterz.