today, the 5th day of the month of July (July 5th if you didnt get that XD)

moning better then usual, i got to sleep in ^_^. but i do remember my mom coming into my room to get the dogs out, then i when back to sleep XD. i then later woke up around 10:30 (XD yay an hour longer).

i got out and washed my face, turned on my computer, o.o nothing.

so i when downstares to find somehting to eat, there wasnt any so i made a lil somehting, but i endded up making to much. i then turned my computer on again and put on some anime, whiched i watched in my HD 1080p 42″ TV XD, yea i could do that. o.o and i endden up eating alot T^T i hate doing that.

i did that tell around 2pm. mostly cuz my computer was acting a lil weird, so i turned it off, i was trying to wait tell my girl txted me first, but sence she didnt respond to my other txt i sent her, so i didnt think she would respond to this. i txted her hello goodbye, thinking that she would get it later, but moments later she responded, so she had her phone, and she didnt txt me. it hurt a lil, maybe more. i dont know why, i was getting use to not getting her txt, but right when i finaly got one, it hurt, i told her that i had to go.

i when to run, i knew she would txts back, but if it was like an ok, or sure, idk what id do, it hurt to much even thinking about it, so i didnt look. i got ready to run, steching, water, stuff, but i endded up having to get somehting in my room again, and during that whole time i was looking at my phone. i knew i shouldnt look at it tell i finished at least.

i turned on the TV and started running, all i could think about was the txt. i could say it helped me run more, but it really just made me more stessed. i only endded up doing only 2 miles, and about 45 mins of wight traning. i didnt feel good after that, so i went back to my room, i looked at her txt, she felt bad, which in turn made me feel teribble, i then told her i was going to run again, whiched i did, i changed, and TRIED to run again, this time i only got 1 mile, mostly cuz i desided to run really fast, 10 miles an hour, it hurt like hell.

after i when to my room to see what she txted back. then i toke a shower, then we got to txt. i told her about me being scared of losing her, i felt really bad, but i asked some quetions, that were buging me every time i look at my phone and didnt see a txt. i knew she was going to hate me for them. we got to the point, were we asked each other if we still wanted to be together, of course i did, its what i been fighing for, for the pasted 2 weeks.

she said yes really, a few times, cuz i keeped asking, so we are back together, when we werent really apart to begin with ^_^.

but i hope that we could txt a lil more, a simple moning/goodnight, is all i really ask for. but i guess ill just hav to wait and see.

its only 6pm but nothing going to top that, ill end here for today, tell next time laterz